things keep going wrong..wrong...and wrong..
I'm totally speechless for all.
The worst matter is that..I don't have anyone to talk to..
firstly it's because, that someone i used to talk to about the highs and lows has just..gone..
not that 'gone' but, I know it's not suitable to share things with that someone anymore.
Secondly it's because, I have no idea how to talk about things with people anymore..
Mainly it's because I don't feel like to burden anyone else and...tired of explaining..just let me swallow them into my tummy and add on with some yummy yummy foooood.
Ahh...(I feel loved because of food hahaha =) )
Well, it killed me but I survived. I'm fine! -smirks- hahaha =]
Well, to be honest I really wanted to clarify my feelings to you people and I was hoping so much to hear everything from you
but...until seeing one of my best friends cried...
it's ok..let it be then...
No point to make things seem too big deal, right? =)
I really do hope you can truly understand me, and them..it's kind of heartbreaking to see and hear that...u are thinking us that way.
I don't expect anything from everyone of us but PEACE. Just make everything not only seem to be right but it will really be right, fine, good, ordinary....
Nevertheless, at least there's something I found out which I'm glad about..
And, thank you very much for cheering me up and go cray cray with me all the time.
With love, from Me..to, each and every of my besties.
