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Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Bring Me Back to September

Haven't been good since last week, 
things keep going wrong..wrong...and wrong..
I'm totally speechless for all.
The worst matter is that..I don't have anyone to talk to..
firstly it's because, that someone i used to talk to about the highs and lows  has just..gone..
not that 'gone' but, I know it's not suitable to share things with that someone anymore. 
Secondly it's because, I have no idea how to talk about things with people anymore..
Mainly it's because I don't feel like to burden anyone else and...tired of explaining..just let me swallow them into my tummy and add on with some yummy yummy foooood. 
Ahh...(I feel loved because of food hahaha =) )
Well, it killed me but I survived. I'm fine! -smirks- hahaha =]

Well, to be honest I really wanted to clarify my feelings to you people and I was hoping so much to hear everything from you
but...until seeing one of my best friends cried...
it's ok..let it be then...
No point to make things seem too big deal, right? =)
I really do hope you can truly understand me, and them..it's kind of heartbreaking to see and hear that...u are thinking us that way. 
I don't expect anything from everyone of us but PEACE. Just make everything not only seem to be right but it will really be right, fine, good, ordinary....

Nevertheless, at least there's something I found out which I'm glad about..

And, thank you very much for cheering me up and go cray cray with me all the time.
With love, from Me..to, each and every of my besties. 

Sunday, September 7, 2014

BitterSweet

Hmm...it's been a long long time huh
Well, time flies, real fast..
It's trial examination week, I know..but suddenly feel like writing this
As you know, the requests of stating 20 facts about yourselves are spreading recently
So yeah..i thought of giving some clarifications regarding some questions frequently asked by the others and telling some random facts
Of course! it's about myself. Duh...
Here we go!
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1. In the beginning of the year, I was so happy that both of us could still stay as close as how we used to be before this. That 'incident' didn't ruin our friendship, that's one fortunate thing. Well, still..sorry.
2. I set targets for myself regarding my SPM trial examination.
3. However, too bad..I'm getting lazier and lazier..hopefully I can still score great grades in my trial exams and get the best results for some subjects among the other schoolmates.
4. Had some breakthroughs about my classmates.
5. Finally discovered the good's and bad's about them. (I'm part of the problems, too..I'm so sorry anyways ='] )
6. Ever since June, things were like a mess, real mess...until the end of August, yay! like finally!
7. 'Why?' Well, you know, friendship...people do care..like..a lot =)
8. There are some untold stories why I 'left' my..urm.. 'ex-bff?' yeah..not nice to be told tho, so I'm not gonna tell anyone, ever.
9. I'm very glad that there is no more burden between us, the 'bff' status is just a stupid status, well, friends need no 'status' right? ;) what matters is the feeling =')
10. I had the very first time scolded by a boy with bad words, repeatedly.
11. Not his fault tho, I'm the one should be blamed haha
12. "Why do have such dramatic school life?" haha good question, neither do I know that hahahaha
13. Perhaps..simply because I have friends who care really much and emotional ? Friends like them are awesome =) True enough to be friends <3 p="">14. "Do you feel like you are a main character in these dramas?" hahahhaha Shh....
15. Just kidding, not that much I would say. Simply because I hid too much feelings from them and then they found out a lot about me, so yeah..misunderstanding...arguments...sigh..nonsense..nonsense...
16. I hate dramas; dramatic cases, people...please stay away from me.
17. I'm a easy-come-easy-go person.
18. C'mon life still goes on..there's still a long long way to go, man..We're only 17, need not be so sentimental and dramatic, right? -.-
19. Every past, I would let it be bygone. What's the point of holding on for the terrible past?
20. "Why do u stay so close with your male friends?" Because they are easy-come-easy-go people, too. Sorry to say, girls are very problematic sometimes. :X
21. I'm so happy that I have 3 girlfriends who seem to have the same thoughts as I do. They are like my bros lol not sis huh :3
22. I can be rude like men (not too much, lah) and I'm still like a rabbit most of the time :3
23. "People comment a lot about you, you know?" Yeaaaapp, definitely. Well, hahahahaha do I look like I care? 'Rumors are started by haters, spread by fools, and accepted by idiots.'
24. I know what I'm doing, those misunderstandings..it's alright, they don't deserve my explanation
25. I have great ability in bearing with someone's attitude.
26. I easily believe in what people say. (too dumb huh)
27. Somehow I'm smart enough to discover myself about what happen around my friends and I
28. I love hugs! Hugging gives me comfort. According to biology and psychology, hugging is good for your health mentally and physically.
29. I'd love to share the happiness with the others too. I hope I'd have a chance to provide 'Free Hugs' in my school :/
30. I appreciate little things in life. Little things delighting me always.
31. I don't easily get touched and weep when I watch movies with sad scenes.
32. I don't let tears flow down my cheeks easily.
33. You can say I'm cold blooded as I think myself really am cold blooded, too.  I'm vampire a.k.a Vam (named by a friend)
34.Guys who take good care of me, aww...You are part of that bundle of little things in my life
35. "what about the boy who had been chasing you for years?" Sorry, it was never a happy tale. However, thing took a turn as he was willing to let go. Burden is halved, literally
36. "Don't you think he will not change his mind?" As he promised me, so I trust him. =)
37. I hate people who blame the others without realising their own mistakes.
38. The main factor that u broke up with your ex is that you were not being sincere to her, not because of me. Dude, be responsible, don't blame me and the others.
39. I have 'sexy' chest bones hahahahah well, one of my male friends is so 'blue-minded' that he said so
40. I love vintage and casual style. Classy style looks too mature on me ( I don't look classy anyways)
41. I can't stay quiet and sit still. My adrenaline level stays high constantly.
42.  I love sports. Badminton and swimming being my favourites. However, they are just my hobbies, I'm not as good as my other friends in sports tho X) I can't run neither jog long..my heart isn't that strong, hahaha
43. I'm a very lucky one. I'm loved.
44. "Will you get back together with him?" No. Perhaps. I found that our relationship is perfect in another way--Awesome close friends
45. "Y you gotta be so mean?" Chances are not simply given like giving some A4 papers to people =) Making things clear before the 'catastrophes' happen is way better than alleviating the problems or cleaning up the mess afterwards. ;)
46. "why don't you keep your hair long?" I don't look cute anymore with long hair -blink blink- HAHAHAHAHAH OMG
47.I take care of my hair better than any other part of my body XD
48. just kidding, I don't like to manage long hair.
49. I like talking to people who understand me more than myself (people understand me more than myself?!sounds hilarious hahahha) especially boys who are not selfish and understand girls =)
50. Don't keep part of the things away from me when you want to tell me something. Just...talk to me about everything you wanna tell.
51. I mean, be brave people!
52.I'm afraid of getting into relationship somehow. Well, I'm still too young, lah!
53.I know a lot but I don't tell.
54. "Do you have a crush?" Urm....haha I would say no. Even if I said yes I'd not tell anyone who that unlucky person is. You can never guess who that is anyways.
55.. "Did you get 'love confession' before? " Duh...my girlfriends love me forever and always..HAHAHAHAH
56. I love my juniors, a lot. They are very adorable and lovely.
57. Although there are more work in my school Editorial Board, I always think that it is much better than Library Board. Pressure free!
58. I love foooooooooooooood. I love to hunt for food but unfortunately, my pockets have no much money
59. I love shoooooooooopping! My pockets have enought money for shopping hahahahahahahaha
60. I enjoy my life, I appreciate my life. My family is the best thing I have in my entire life.

Hahahaahahaha It's midnight now..I shall stop here and sleep! :3 I believe September would be a great month! It's my birth month! hahahahaha
Goodnight peeps. =)

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

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After exams and Yay!!! Holiday is coming!!! Feeling excited for all the plans we have made together x) hopefully we can have fun, enjoy every single moment together...
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Overwhelming---guessing, thinking

Friday, September 20, 2013

If it's meant to be, it'll be

Finally, the problems of school magazine are settled today...
Now I know how complicated it is to organise the editing of a magazine.. "phew~"
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Painful foot, awful feeling... what's wrong with me.. =.=

Well, even if you didn't tell, I actually knew the answers, 
sometimes, something can be known without words...
somehow the "sixth sense" of a girl is always right. Haha..

Sometimes, it really does hurt, 
No care, no harm? perhaps perhaps...
And, yes. If it's meant to be, it will be. 

Tears ain't my label =)
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Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere。。。


I believe, happy girls, shine brighter =)




Sunday, September 15, 2013

Lucky me

When I'm down, I have you to cheer me up; when I'm depressed,  I have you to talk to til the middle of the night( thank you for sacrificing ur sleeping time xD)when I need a hug, I have you to hug me back; when I do things wrong to you, I have you to forgive and forget; when I feel weak, I have you to give me power,  to support me;  when I need someone to lean on, I have you to lend me your shoulder; when I can't express my problems,  I have you to help to untangle it; when I fall, I have you to pull me up; when I am happy, I have you to share the happiness with; when laugh at something hilarious though stupid, I have you to laugh together with; when I need a company, you will accompany me.....
Because of you, I feel loved,  blessed and awesome. .
I have never regretted on knowing you all~ I don't care as you are my boyfriends,  girlfriends,  best friends,   I love you so much. I just wanna say, thanks for everything my dear~ I'm the lucky one! 
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One person feels sad, the other will feel the same way too...that's y I don't like to show the sad side of mine so that I won't share something I shouldn't to the rest--sadness. Seeing you feeling sad or mad makes me feel low and down, too.

Why did I feel jealous? Omg, jealousy ain't a good thing to play with. I need to make up my mind........aahhh~~
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I'm just an ordinary girl....i will collapse ,too..I will feel hurt, too. Sometimes I'm just tired and sick of explaining to u. However, to set everything straight,  enduring is the best solution, just don't want to double up the troubles..that's me,haha..
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Time is ticking....I think it's getting clearer a little... same thing to be said, slowly, it will tell the truth =) 

Sunday, September 8, 2013

September


And again, it's another month. Ended the Malaysia Independence Day performance and came back to school..

Had a fun day yesterday with u guys, from baking, playing, pillow fighting, dining. walking in the rain, being scared by a suddenly-appeared-frog, seeing the funny boys acting like "supermodels" on the road, discussing a project, until sending you home..all were fun and awesome. I really was and am appreciating it.

It was quite meaningful to begin a month by knowing my friends better and closer..
Sometimes, it's funny to realize that your friends understand you more than you, yourself..haha
Thanks for helping me to reveal the true feeling in my heart, even though it's just an answer which is still unsure. Sometimes, I could feel it. However, sometimes I couldn't ....that's stupid == how could it be?
A friend told me that time will untangle everything. Yes, hopefully it will =)


Who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose, only time
Who can say why your heart sighs
As your love flies, only time



Who knows? Only time
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We all have secrets, it's impossible when someone tells u that he/she doesn't have any secret. It just depends on how high the wall is in one's heart.
"I wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one of them instead"

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Throwback-Cookies baking

Last week's Friday, my friends came to my house for baking
Yumm...yumm...
Here..part of the cookies we made! Chocolate chips cookies
 In the meantime, we were playing around in the dining room for no reason haha..
 Even the excess flour poured on the table could be played with haha...
Playful friends..haha so cute